Somehow, I feel good and bad at the same time. It's hard to explain. I feel like there are two of me, instead of having a moral scale where the balance of good and evil is split 50/50, it's somehow doubled so each side is like 100/100. I'm often a nice person, but sometimes I'll have these wild mood swings where I'll actually scream or get physical. One time, I hissed at someone and tried to bite them. I'd say I was insane, but crazy people don't know they're crazy. My conscience has been thrown way out of wack. Instead of the Angel and Demon telling me what to do, they argue with eachother and I'm just stuck there in the middle, watching as the kill eachother. I'm fascinated by the thought of being a bad ***, but I also love the idea of being a good kid. Aren't these signs that I might develop...I dunno, a split personality? Mental ilness runs in my family and at night I feel myself being torn into different directions. Someone help me out here.
2007-03-17
01:26:16
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RainKid
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