I really a (think) I am ready for a relationship...a boyfriend. But every time I go out or start talking to someone new, I get this "ick" feeling...like a pit in my stomach, to the point of getting sick. I have always experienced this feeling in some form or another, and have managed to fade out of more could-be-relationships than you might think possible. Recently, I have really been analyzing it and I seriously think I might have surpressed a memory of being sexually abused. A therapist once suggested the possibility of that to me and I blew it off, but now I wonder. What is that "ick" feeling? Is it a sex anxiety? Is it an insecurity I am hiding from myself? Am I just not supposed to be with a man?
Sure, I've been attracted to girls before, but from what I gather, that doesn't necessarily mean you're gay. I'm so confused!!
2007-02-18
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