Move on, thats the easiest thing to say to someone who's dealing with a break up. I feel I am dealing with something more complicated. Me and my boyfriend broke up 6 months ago. But never lost touch. I tried but could never shun him out of my life completely. He cheated on me thrice. He beat me once. He treats me like shyt. He tells me he doesnt love me and i know he doesnt. But i see nothing wrong with him. It feels like he is just being stupid. Even now we meet, we end up having sex and then he gets up and leaves telling me "I'm sorry". I know i've made myself too available and have compromised with my self respect completely.
I am a girl who's never had lack of attention. And have broken a few hearts myself. Is it because I like the chase and the humiliation? I WANT TO GET OUT OF THIS CYCLE, but i feel helpless when he calls/ IMs me :( I think i m demented!!!!
How can I get myself to love and respect myself some more and shun him out forever???
2007-02-11
19:10:54
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Brown eyes Ashlene
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