I am 18, and mentally, for years, I have felt lost in my head, lethargic, sometimes moody, insecure, and my moods go back and forth throughout the day, talk to myself, socially isolated from the world, pretend I am other people for self-confidence, etc. One minute my mood's pretty good, next minute, something might trigger me and I might be suicidal or feel so worthless and want to die, etc. It seems I wake up so often fatigued throughout most of the day, lethargic, and then late at night, I gain ton of energy, pace the floors, feeling creative and I can't sleep and am up all night, full of ideas... then suddenly I get exhausted and feel mentally drained. Lately, for some months, my moods were more further apart where I went periods of being relatively normal - where at least they were much farther apart - but now it's been coming back more and more frequently and where the moods change daily. Just today I was feeling down and suicidal and wanting to die after some incidents happened.
2007-02-11
22:00:44
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Reginald VelJohnson
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Mental Health