I am 35 years old and I have nothing to show for it, I started drinking at a very early age and have been in and out of trouble since. I am very ashamed of my past, and as a result I have over the past 5 years stopped going out anywhere I am afraid of who I might meet, I do not remember a lot of my past and I can not defend myself against people when I really have no idea of what I did and when I do remember I just want to curl up and die, I was a total prat " could be called a lot worse". The thing is that I am a totaly different person now. I am no good with people I get pannic attacks and depressed I am afraid I am on my own for the rest of my life and I don't like it. I was a happy child.
2007-01-21
05:53:58
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