hi , i'm 14, my family hate me (they say it to my face) i dunno what i did and they wont tell me i asked...its been like this for 1 1/2 years...i dunno what to do i feel so many emotions all at once it feels like its crushing the life out of me, i feel so sffocated...i tried to tell someone like people told me to in the last question i asked but nobody seems to believe me...i am still awake at this stupid hour of 4:30am cuz i can't sleep, everytime i close my eyes i see the blood gushing from my vains or my ahem "family" souting at me, my 7yr old sister said she wishes i would go and kill myself...i tried but it didn't work...i promised my m8 i wouldnt cut mself anymore but its so hard, i have scars on my wrist from 6 months ago still and my m8 told me to stp cutting last friday...i feel so icsolated..my doctor says i'm depressed but i only feel like that when i'm at "home" with "them", i can't leave home cuz i have nowhere to go, i ran away but the police bought me back, i want out
2007-01-06
15:37:04
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