Am always feeling low
My family are 200 miles away and only get to see them 2x year as cost to go there is very high. and also i really dont see my parents because i left home as things were bad between me and them.
So i have no family and no freinds. I live with my husband, but i still feel so lonely. we dont go out much as we have tight budget ever since we brought our own house.
Its been nearly 4 years and i havent still made any freinds. i rarely go out with work collegues for a drink. But find it hard to meddle in as all they talk about is alcohol and pubs. I never drank in my life as am muslim so therefore i dont know anything about drinks and pubs.
i always have tight feeling in my chest, difficult breathing. am only 21yrs old. i told my husband every time i felt low/upset sad. but he doesnt like it, and then he goes angry. i wanted to kill myself so many times, but dont any guts to do it. i told my husband this, and he was upset. wish i had freinds and family.
2007-01-04
00:40:33
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Rosy
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Marriage & Divorce