I've been thinking for a few years if I am gay. I had experiences early on that I always thought was experimental. Since, I've dated lots of women and never thought of myself liking boys, but after none of the relationships worked out, I started searching for answers. I'm now dating a great girl, but I still fear I'm gay somehow. Because of this fear am I subconsiouly letting it leak out in ways I don't know? My girlfriend has had a few dreams that I and an old bf of hers came out to her. Somehow she senses things about me, when I'm sad, angry, etc. Can she also sense that I might be gay? The crazy thing is, is it might be true. I have a weird facination with it all. But I'm not comfortable investigating it. So I just try to ignore it. What should I do? Confess to something I don't know to be true and lose the best girl I ever had. Or ignore as nothing and keep things the way they are. How do I explore it without going behined her back and crossing that line of curiosity and doing it.
2006-12-28
18:32:33
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Lesbian, Gay, Bisexual, and Transgender