I love my best friend to death. We've had so many good times and she makes me laugh. Her family is like my family. But.. sometimes I wonder if she is really that good of a friend. She can be very brutal. She has bluntly told me before that "She's better then me" or "Did you really think you were going to out-do me?" She even lies to me to make herself look better, and when I find out she denies ever saying anything, making me look like a fool. Or recently when we had a family crisis and I had to miss two weeks of school to babysit I called her to grieve and she didn't even ask how I was.. she talked about herself. I just blow these things off.. but sometimes they add up and I get really depressed. When I try to tell her how I feel she acts as if I'm overreacting, laughs, and changes the subject. I love her to death and I don't know what to do.. I don't want to ruin our friendship - but I don't want to end up hating her either.
2006-12-17
04:59:15
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Randi
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