IM 36 YRS OLD AND I FEEL LIKE I HAVE COMPLETELY FAILED AT EVERYTHING IN LIFE. I HAVE 3 BEAUTIFUL, WONDERFUL BOYS, THAT RIGHT THERE SHOULD BE ENOUGH FOR ME TO FEEL GOOD. I HAVE HAD NUMEROUS FAILED RELATIONSHIPS, MOST OF THEM ABUSIVE. WHY CANT I FIND HAPPINESS IN MYSELF? I FEEL LIKE I HAVE GIVEN UP IN LIFE, AND I NEVER THOUGHT I WOULD. I KNOW PEOPLE SAY GOD IS THE ANSWER BUT I DONT FEEL THAT IT IS. I FEEL THAT MY PAST RELATIONSHIPS HAVE MADE ME COLD BITTER AND HATEFUL PERSON. IVE BEEN TOLD I WILL DIE A LONELY OLD WOMAN, AND THAT SCARES ME SO MUCH. IM TIRED OF BEING ALONE IN LIFE. EVEN WITH MY KIDS I FEEL ALONE, I DONT HAVE ANYBODY IN THIS WORLD BUT MYSELF. MY KIDS ARE GOING TO GROW UP AND MOVE OUT AND MARRY SOMEDAY AND HAVE A FAMILY OF THEIR OWN. I KNOW SOMEONE ELSE CANT MAKE ME HAPPY I HAVE TO FIND IT INSIDE, BUT I SEE NONE. ALL I SEE IS SADINESS, LONLINESS AND CONFUSION. AND I FEEL IM GOING TO PASS THIS ON TO MY CHILDREN AND THATS THE LAST THING I WANT TO DO, BUT DONT WE
2006-11-28
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