he &me had a 9 month love affair. he always refused protection, but i refused to be careless. until weeks ago. i wanted to trust him and do love him. even though i knew it might be a risk. i was just so happy and love blinded me. after a long time not seeing him, i "freaked out" and fell from the clouds. i had fear of not knowing his past and of a possible hiv infection. i called him and asked him to make the test. he cheered me up a little. sweet. wanted to go there if i needed to be sure. i told him he kind of put me back in tracks. i was glad first. but now, since this call where he reassured me and cheered me up, i have not heard from him since 2 weeks :-( it is a long story...some things make it impossible for us to be closer. but as far as i can, i do love him in a special way. i tolerate his way and i really really appreciate and love him. but now...
what is it? is he afraid? angry i dared to think such a thing of him? does he feel like i overpassed a barrier & now hiding from
2006-11-19
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