My family believes I was date raped, but I am feeling confused. I went out with some friends. There is one in particular that I found attractive and although I enjoyed the attention & the flirting in my sober mind had no intention or desire to act on this attraction. The drinks came frequently and fast. It was all fun as far as I can remember until I can't remember. I black out before even leaving the bar. Once we get back to my friends house I remember only foggy moments, but not any contact. The next thing I know I am waking up in my bed. The next day my friend tells me I had sex. At first I felt like this was just a really embarassing thing that happened while I was in a black out. I felt horrible, but never felt like I could blame anyone, but myself. I continued to be some what friendly with these people because still I felt embarassed and responsible. Sober I would have not consented. I feel so confused & violated, but have a hard time calling what happened date rape.
2006-11-10
04:02:01
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