Okay I know this is bad, during the week I normally go through the day eating nothing then when I get home in the evening I pick out a little snack like a samwidge and think to myself it's okay I just won't eat much of my dinner, but once I've had that snack I want more, I start picking at little things whilest I'm preparing the dinner then when it's ready I have a full plate and have seconds after that. In the end I feel guilty and I worry that I'll put on weight so I down a full glass of water and wait a while, then I go and force myself to throw up as much as I can. I feel satisfied once I've throwen up, I watch a bit of TV then go to bed with nothing in my stomach but sometimes I feel bad for throwing up all that food so I eat more later before bed, and the guilt hits me again and I'm back in the toilet forcing it all out. I hate this habit, I hate it so much I believe I can stop it today, but what if I can't?
2006-11-07
23:39:50
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Sheepless
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Diet & Fitness