Im not saying this for attention, because no one else knows. I need some help. Im 17 now. When I was 15 I overdosed on whiskey and 27 perks. I havent been the same since. My family and friend wont let me talk about it, and when I do they dont listen. I think the pills messed me up. Im argueing with myself in my head. Ill completely freak out for no reason sometimes. Ill go numb and freak out. I like to hurt myself, like cutting myself. Im really confused, and have very little memory. I cant think anymore, its like my mind has been dulled. I am afarid of everything! I dropped outta skool, and I am afraid to live my life. I am extremely afraid of death, but Im also scared to live. Im sooo confused! I know I should go to the doctors, but Im even afarid to take other medicine. Sorry this sounds like ranting, but has this happened to anyone else? Is this because of the pills, or is it because I am a teenager? Any advice or anything at all will help!!!
2006-10-18
22:11:58
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