I am together with a wonderful guy. But the further we are getting into the relationship, the more I begin to wonder what love feels like. I don't know if I love him. I "think" I do, but I've always been told that love is this magnificent feeling that fills you up all the time, and makes you fly on little clouds for the rest of your life. I don't have any of that. Most of the time, it just feels good to hold him close, talk to him, or just sit quietly next to him in the car. What do I mean by that? I feel safe, like I am where I want to be. But then other times, when he holds me, I have this wonderfull feeling of ecstasy and warmth in me. We've been close to breaking up a couple of times due to circumstances, and it hurt so badly to imagine a life without him. I couldn't stop the tears. Yet I know that I would survive, and be ok further down the line. The truth is, I had a troubled childhood, and wouldn't know love if it hit me in the face, so I don't know: Is this love? xx
2006-10-07
01:31:22
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