My boyfriend and I broke up months ago. Over email he said I wasn't funny or fun. The relationship was never serious. Our differences showed. I didn't love him but I quickly felt bad about what he said, was insulted even though he didn't mean it. I work alot, am stressed out, don't have much social life. I've been depressed about my not-fun life for months, but he didn't know. Sometimes I've felt on the edge. I couldn't let go of what was said, and tried to talk to him. I was preoccupied, thought it'd go away if we talked. Thought he saw me as a friend and would talk. He didn't respond to my emails or calls, said I was freaking him out. I felt even worse and tried harder. He got a lot of mixed emails - venting, stalking jokes... In my "stuck" mind, thought he'd get sick of 'em, just call to yell at me, we'd talk and I'd snap out of it. Am no longer contacting him, and don't want anything. But in my depression, I traumatized the guy, and don't want him to feel stalked.
2006-09-14
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