Because my parents would kick me out and disown me... again... for being in a "sinful" relationship with a guy... I broke up with William, who I had been in a three year relationship with, six and a half years ago just for a family that will not allow me to be myself, and are still forcing me to someone I am not.
I swear I am about to go insane here! I hate my life, my choices, and myself. I feel like nothing more than a puppet to my family. I am not sure what I can do though, I care too much about my family, and I try too much to please them.
How long do you think I can continue to live like this? Why can my family not accept me as I am? I told them when I was seventeen, they kicked me out, I decided to live as their puppet a month later and they "forgave me" and took me back in. Why can I not stop caring about what what a family that obviously does not care about me thinks?
2006-09-13
23:20:15
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Lesbian, Gay, Bisexual, and Transgender