I was in a relationship with my son's father on and off for 7yrs. he cheated , and cheated. i stayed. i cried. but still remained.He always found some way back into my heart and bed. i accepted it. everytime when he comes around we argue. then sex. it's like a rollercoaster.it's driving me a bit insane & has me confused. i can't understand why i keep dealing with him. i care 4 him, but i know deep down that we aren't meant 2 b.my friend tells me she doesn't want 2 c me 35yrs old waiting on him 2 change.i doubt that i will b that old, but i'm still involved. sexually, he satisfies me.that's all. i could b a friend but feeling s r in the way.he always get me what i want but he never likes 2 b around me. he does other things in the streets which occupies alot of his time. i know i deserve better but i still keep him around.this gets me depressed.i don't trust him. i want 2 but i don't. he knows it 2.he told me the other day that 1 of us has 2 b strong. neither 1 of us has been. now what?
2006-08-21
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