I hate my stepfather. When I look at him, I feel like I'm going to be sick. I can't be in the same room with him without wanting to strangle him. I have so much anger built up that I've destroyed my room and given myself bruises. He's done horrible things like overdose on painkillers to send me and my mom and my sister down a guilt trip. We hate holidays because they're worse than any other day. We always fight on holidays. Everytime we say or do something, our first thought is "Is this going to get him upset?" He's pinned me against the counter and threatened to knock me out, but he never actually did. Sometimes I wish he would so I could have a reason to call the police. He talks so condescendingly to and about my mom that it's impossible he actually loves her. I don't know what to do. I'm starting to scare myself. And others sometimes seem scared of me, too. I need some help.
2006-08-20
05:52:44
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Elaina
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