I am recently divorced. He walked away from our marriage in order to be single, party, never having to answer to anyone. It was a harsh experience. I never once imagined my marriage ending. I loved my ex with all my heart, and that's what made the entire experience even worse. I won't lie, I think of him nearly every day. I think of the good and bad. I consider if I'd ever take him back. It's hard to just forget something you gave your whole heart to. My family and Church has helped keep me grounded and sane. But two weeks ago, one of the older couples at church- their grand daughter and her husband started attending services where I go. When I first saw him, I just stopped. I took a second look. He's tall, slim, blonde (even styles his hair the same), dresses the same. It's so surreal. I don't mean to stare or look to often. But when I see him, my ex is all I see. I have found myself wishing that it indeed is Zach. How can I cope or deal with this new situation?
2006-07-27
06:38:28
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ridersinthesky11
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Marriage & Divorce