l was with my guy for 2months before l slept with him.
l was 18, he was 12 years older then me. He was the only guy l've ever been with.
When times got hard and my folks wanted to kick me out after 8 months of being with him cos they didn't loike him, he turned me away.
We carried on seeing eachother for 2 more months and had planned to go to his brothers wedding together for weeks.
l get a txt from him 5 days before the wedding saying l cant go with him because he's meet someone else.
l really really loved him and was so hurt by all this.
Our sex life was fantastic, very dirty.
He used to film it and we were really naughty.
Was l just he's s l a g?
l had met his family and friends in the past.
He told all his friends l was great in bed.
l'm a nice girl and never slept about or done drugs or even drink.
He's made me feel like l was just his tart to have fun with until something better came along.
l feel so down. l'm a good girl who doesn't deserve to be used.
2006-07-24
23:49:05
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