I know I was an idiot. not just in my behavior, but this girl is so special/ perfect I cannot believe she is willing to give me another chance. I screwed up in a big way and am making changes t rectify that. I have been going to AA every night and counseling with the pastor of our church. she says she is willing to give our relationship another chance but she seems so distant. like she's not even hearing me when we talk. i am afraid that she may be having second thoughts and doesn't feel she can follow through with this. what else can I do to prove my love and devtion to her? help me.
I already feel like hell because of how I mistreated her and disresected her. she is going through so much right now and when she needed me all i did was make her feel like crap. See, she just got diagnosed with a terminal illness and I couldn't bear to deal with the idea of her going through this and went on a drinking binge. the whole while she continued/ continues to put everyones need before her ow
2006-07-11
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