I am ashamed and disgusted with myself but a little while ago I went out with some friends and after a lot of drinks, had as one night stand with a guy. I am still with my husband who was violent and abusive for a number of years. I did suffer from depression for a while but,. I am now back at work in a good job, so decided to go out with colleagues. I had never had the courage to go before Before I knew it, they'd all gone and I was left alone with this guy, one thing led to another and, well, need I say more. Nobody knows about this except me and him, obviously. Hes working here away from home so Ill never see him again,didnt even swap no's etc. I honestly dont even think we spoke a hundred words, but I have such a dull ache (guilt) and feel so badly. I haven't told a soul and my OH is not even suspicious. I do love my husband, but I dont know whether to tell him or not. I would like to make a go of the marriage and he is trying hard....please help, any advice is greatly appreciated
2006-06-27
02:52:17
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Marriage & Divorce