In school, I was the bullied child..the fat, ugly little girl that everyone picked on. In high school..no one to eat with in the cafeteria, that sort of thing. I went to college at 27, same thing. ignored, etc. went to nursing school..left out of the groups/cliques.. I have always tried to be a nice, helpful person. I compliment people, ask for their opinion,etc. i am 50 now, do have family and friends, but in new situations, I am a loner. For instance, started a new job. Had to go away for training. Just finished one week and dread returning Monday. same thing. Everyone has formed their little clique/friendships. they all go out together after class. they laugh and talk, again, i don't even have anyone to sit with in the dining room, so I quit going. This is a very stressful situation for me. I want to be included..yet I will not intrude and put myself where I am not wanted. all the fat ugly little girl stuff comes back. I am just always doomed to be the outsider?
2006-11-24
15:52:29
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misty827
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