I feel so down and lonely at this time of year. My family is out of state, and I'll be visiting them around x-mas time, but it's the lead-up to x-mas that gets me down
I see couples walking together, families, too. I see exchanges of love and care. I see mutual respect and love shared. Yet, I'm just an outsider looking in. There's no one for me. I'm 35 and alone
I don't understand songs - thought of love and yearning intertwined to notes. People have sensitivity, but not for me. I'm alone and lonely. I have to grip with this thought daily. I see young women with big diamonds on their finger. I try to not notice; to continue my life's journey with my head up, but I cry and feel hopeless. I meet people who take some interest, and see they're being just thoughtful as they are married; otherwise, they are looking for some extramarital bliss
I know I'm not alone in this world. I know others may be feeling exactly what I'm feeling at this very moment too. What can one do to get thru this?
2007-12-08
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