and your the sort of person who cares alot about what people think and you want to be liked.
i had a rage and anger problem since 17, im 30 now, i used to have rage outbursts in public and get into fights.....a couple of times i was attacked and have been lucky.
ive had a very traumatic life filled with victimiation and abuse. i have BPD. but now, i feel as though people have a wrong perception of me, like im a loner weirdo, a person to be avoided and now im being outcasted...
this is really bothering me, its a persistant feeling i have.
i remember when i would have these rage outbursts, it was in public crowded places, and at times i was attacked by thugs...other times, people would just laugh and stare at me.
i seriously feel bad about my past and my rage outbursts, and today the feelings are still there but i control it better.
iam trying to get therapy right now. however i feel like ive been outcasted, brandished and tarnished, and my characters been ruined forever
2007-09-25
21:46:55
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