i live in a one bedroom flat by myself. working through psychiatric problems. im 29. ive never really had any friends. im close to my mum, i speak on the phone couple of times a day. because of the great deal of anxiety i have i dont go out anywhere. i dont own much cept this computer. when im alone here lonely everynight in my flat, my thoughts keep spinning around, i ponder and worry, will my life come together? will i meet friends a girlfriend? how long will i have to wait? the pain of loneliness is tremendous, especially when, you want a life, love and happiness. i feel so in desperate need of those things. i have a very low self esteem so that always ruins things, every girl or person i try to talk to, never works. they seem to pick up how i feel about myself and my life. and it fails. i keep wondering when will my life come together, when will i have friends and a life and achieve things? because of my low self esteem i look in the mirror an i dont like the way i look
2007-01-26
10:43:36
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