Last night I had the strangest dream. Well it's not strange in the sense that everything is abstract so much as it is weird for me.
The beginning of the dream I am with Chris at his dorm, and we're hanging out as usual. Then it goes to me being on some kind of break from College..Probably Winter, where I am chillin' at my house. I haven't seen Chris for a few days and I began to hang out with my friend Joe(Geauga Lake Park Services Guy...just fyi), and he begins to come over my house more. He eats dinner with my family, I begin to talk to Chris less and less, and I begin to start doing things with Joe that I had enjoyed doing with Chris. I am beginning to fall in love with Joe, but somehow it doesn't feel right. For I am still deeply in love with Chris.
So one day I am alone in my front yard, I sit down and I ask God which guy I should be with. I hear a voice that says "Look up at the clouds." I look up and right by my neighbors tree there are 3 clouds. One on the left resembles Joe, one in the middle is me, and the right one is Chris. It's weird because they all resemble people. But anyhow I look and the clouds are like "pointing" at who I should be with. First it points to Joe, and there is a NO-NO symbol given, then it points to Chris, and a thumbs up is given. I realize in that point and time, I will love Chris no matter what. That day when Joe comes over, I proceed to tell him that I cannot see him as anything more than a friend, I love Chris.
A few minutes into our walk a neighbor stops me and talks to me about some kind of party, and If I could take care of it. I'd be paid 5 bucks an hour and it should last about 5-6 hours. I said sure.
*Note: I am still currently in my financial situation/car situation in the dream. It's like an extended reality*
Also when I was getting the answer from God on who I should be with, he told me the next day to go to my park, and someone would be offering me a job for 15 bucks an hour.
I went out to find Chris on my bike, and oddly enough he was right around the corner from me. He was standing on the edge of a bridge threatening to jump. I climbed up right next to him and I said... "Chris I am sorry for what I have done, forgive my foolish ways. I am sorry, I knew deep down I could never love anyone as much as I love you. Please take me back."
He proceeded to tell me to come give him a hug, and he held onto me extremely tight, as he jumped. I thought we were gonners, but we jumped back up, we were bungee jumping. There was a whole bunch of news people around, and when we had finally touched ground, Chris gave me the most amazing kiss ever and said, "I knew you'd come to your senses eventually. I will always love you, don't forget it."
We stopped, looked around and were surrounded by police, except for one spot where vehicles could come through. Well needless to say Joe came to the rescue with his car, and we were long Gone. Chris' parents saw the whole thing on TV, as did mine.....
AND THEN I WOKE UP.....
ARRRRRRRRR. IT was just getting good. But I wonder what it means....I was in love with 2 guys at the same time. and I loved one more....hmm.
2006-11-30
08:26:44
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