I am 24 yrs old Indian girl. I feel sad, depressed and lonely! I was raped when i was 7 yrs old! I am unwanted child of my parents as they themselves told me, that they wanted to abort me but could not as my mom could have died, as it was cesarian section, and it was illegal to abort. They hate me and my dad used to beat me everyday and my mom used to support him, i was not allowed to socialise. My dad and mom sexually abused me and always forced me to suicide but i didnt.My boyfriend raped me with his friend in a car! I did my graduation and doing my M.B.A. Now. i am at present in Canada in Youth Exchange Programme. I really want love, and one guy from U.S.A. is coming to meet me this weekend. He wants to marry me, he knows my past, i met him on matrimonial site. he has a fiancee in India, but he wants to leave her and marry me, as he wants me to be happy!Should i marry him? I feel suicidal and cant talk about my past to anyone except on net! what if he dumps me? I LOVE God! plz help!
2006-08-23
12:40:27
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Psychology