I don't know what is wrong with me. Last July, my baby boy was stillborn and I'm still heartbroken. I would never want to try to replace him and he always has a special place in my heart. My husband and I were thinking about trying again around Christmas but now I don't think it would be a good idea. We are having financial issues (steming from when I was unable to work after the stillbirth) but besides that, my husband lies to me incessantly and it really hurts. But for whatever stupid reason, I forgive him but this time we are going to counseling.
My question is...why after all this crap that's gone on, do I still want to try to have another baby??
I have another job and I'm starting to get caught back up on my bills. My husband and I are getting help dealing with his lies. It's SO not a good time for a baby and I know that. But part of me still wants to try and I find it hard to tell my husband I don't want to but in actuality I really do. What should I do?
2006-10-18
07:43:37
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