I know most people dont admit to this but 7 months ago I had an abortion. I am 19, my partner (the father) didn't want the child, financially we wouldn't have been able to bring the child up without some sort of benefits.
My parents felt I would have been wasting my life by bcoming a Mum so young, it took me ages to decide what I was going to do and eventually I just went with what everyone wanted me to.
I have felt relief, guilt, regret, and anger at myself but the thing I cant get to grips with is my longing to fall pregnant again, I am desperate to have a baby .
I feel like this is wrong and means my child died in vain.
Does it make me a bad person for feeling I want a child?
2006-07-25
03:29:03
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carly s
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