I'm so scared. I have never, ever had sex, but my mom wants to start me on birth control. She says that I need a pap smear before I can get it, but i did some research and found out I don't need one when I start birth control, but will later on.
The actual pap smear, i know what happens, I know they prob you, finger you, scrape you, stick stuff up inside of you, grope you, not to mention you're naked while they do all this and I can't think of this as an exam! I only think of it as some pervy stranger poking around at me! I know it's part of growing up, I know it's important, and I know doctors have probibly seen a thousand vagainas and probibly don't care, but I DO. Is there any way to get past the idea that the gynacologyst is anything more than a smart perv, and that the pap smear is anything more than a horrid groping session....just thinking about it makes my eyes well with tears of...fear? I know I can get a female doctor, but I hate this idea all together.
2007-05-08
11:45:14
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little tasha
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