Around early September I was with this guy, the same guy that my parents didn't want me near...
It was a foolish mistake and it haunts me till this day. Not one day goes by without me worrying about some consequence of my actions. Although no sexual intercourse took place, I fear maybe some of his fluids might have gotten near "my area". Gosh, I can't even talk about it without hating myself. Although I had my period 3 days later, I somehow can't talk myself out of thinking I am NOT pregnant. I don't know why.....the guilt seriously haunts me. I would DIE if I was :(. Its the fear that is getting to me......I bet many here would say "go get a HPT". I just can't do that, many reasons for that. My family is quite strict and if they EVER see me with one.....well, I just rather not hurt anyone else; I am hurting myself enough mentally. Plus, I cannot get myself to just go take one. I would be 18 weeks if I was pregnant.
My question to you guys is do you think I am pregnant?
2007-01-30
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