Sometimes im really happy with the way i look and sometimes i get like in anorexic phases.. People say im not fat and everything but that really doesnt work out for me.. I just see myself as I used to be and freak out. My whole life because its in my genes ill be in a constant battle over my weight. I get stomache aches, and headaches daily. normal people would feel sick but i am so used to it because i dont eat until after school on school days [ after 3:30 p.m ] and it sometimes gets bad because i feel like im going to throw up. but then when i eat at night, like usually ill have a glass of pop, or mountain dew or anything and ill have like something to snack on like.. crackers, or a brownie, or whatever i can find. then ill make myself a dinner like an hour later.. get mad about eating, and excersize until i hurt myself. usually its just feeling like im gunna throw up but yesterday i got so dizzy that when i started to run again i fell over.. [ read more ]
2007-12-20
08:31:53
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