lately, i don't give a crap about anything. i'm fat, ugly and lonely. i have no friends and hate life most days. i've been on drugs and saw a therapist. i joined and gym and haven't been in 2+ months. i went for about 3 months before i stopped. i hate my sister living with me and her smelly guinea pigs. i need a reason for living and right now, it's simply to pay the bills i have. that's the only reason i go to work. other than that i simply lounge around, watch tv, sleep and read. my life sucks. i don't want to take pills anymore. i want to know why i'm like this. what have i done i another life to make me this way - sad/depressed since i can remember (as far back as 3rd grade) whatever.. don't tell me to believe in god, cuz i don't. don't tell me to get out a do stuff, cuz i've tried that, didn't work. don't tell me to get therapy, tried, told me she couldn't help me anymore..... life sucks. time to get ready for work.
2007-08-28
03:44:16
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