When Im in class, I fear of going red.I figured out that makes it worse.But I try to forget but just cant because my friends always remind me of it.For example,today in class,I had to stand up in front of the class and present something.I could hear my friends snickering and joking about how im going to turn red,and that makes me worry that I am going to.So I turn red(of course) during the presentation and everyone laughed and joked.Its as if they want me to get humiliated.So everyday I worry of going red,and always feel like someones going to start making fun of me and then Ill go red.I lose all confidence and dread going to school now!When I get home I replay the day and when I turn red and think of how Im a loser.I mean Im not a loser cause I hang with popular groups and people buts its mainly when im around a lot of people and everyones got there eyes on me and im talkn that I start well........ you know.My friends never thought of me as a shy person, but this makes me become shy.
2007-03-06
10:39:24
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alextillery
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