Okay, here goes...
I have been with my bf for 5 years, i have some trust in him, but i am terrified to put 100% trust into him. i am constantly worrying about someone else coming along and him liking them better and leaving me. i am insanely jealous. i want this to stop, i wish he could talk to or glance at another woman without my mind running in 20 million directions and me getting p*ssed about it. i figured this would go away by now. i am 20 and i have been with him since i was 15, come on, why can't i drop this stuff? yes, i am insecure, very. i am told constantly that i am beautiful, gorgeous, and blah blah blah, but i do not see it. I cannot see my own beauty. i am afraid of being called conceeded, if i think i am beautiful. yeah, i probally sound crazy, but this jealousy is going to ruin my relationship. he told me he wants to get married, but not if i am still as jealous as i am. Please help, thanks.
2007-01-21
07:25:30
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33 answers
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chevycavychick
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