have you ever wanted someone so much that it physically hurt? i had a crush on my best friend since the 6th grade, i am currently a sophmore in College. we became really close, we trusted each other which is not as easy for me to do with anyone. i developed a crush on her, and i told her in the 9th grade, i spilled my guts, put myself on the line. she rejected me. for years i watched her jump from boyfriend to bf. and she had the worst taste in men, woman abusers, drug addicts, alcoholics and general guys who didn't care emotionally. i felt like sh_it, it stopped me dead in my tracks, i blamed myself. it's funny, i would always leave her roses at her door that i planted and grew, i stayed up with her all night when she was fighting with her boyfriend, telling her it's not her fault and she deserves better. to be honest i would have given my life to save hers. i don't know, i just feel like s_hit all the time now. i chased her for 9 years only to have my heart smashed and handed back.
2007-01-12
18:58:59
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