I have a weird story, I’ve always been shy, and timid around women. I was merry for 18 yrs. And Have a beautiful son, and a beautiful daughter. My daughter has 3 kids, and my son just had a son of he’s own. They are the joy of my life.
Juli and I have been friends for a long time, in the last 5 years we have been in each other’s company, and up until a year ago last Christmas we were find except for the my problem. About that time I was hearing about Juli having sex with another man. I was sick, I asked her about it and she admitted it, and I left her for a year.
If she want to do that I know that I have no say in it, and know that she’s a grow women and she can do what ever she wants. I know I can’t change her I can only change myself. So I stayed away for a whole lonely year. No contact.
About a week ago I heard that her son had passed a milestone in his life, He’s 12. So I agonized over this for a couple days, and finally called her to congregate David.
David and me get along fine, and I care for him and his mother very much. She said that she messed me and that she wanted me back in her life, but with no sex. It is not like I would attack her or anything like that, NO, NO,
NO. But I would like to think that in the future, that we could be intimate and maybe think about a family. We’re both in our 50’s, but she is the most beautiful woman I’ve ever known in my life. I don’t know how long I can take this. Being away from her is just killing me.
Lou Cortez
2007-02-22
08:58:34
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