First off my bf is a muslim, and I am currently learning about Islam and will convert soon. I have had trust issues with guys for a while. When I met my current bf I had this good feeling about him and lied to him about my past. I told him I was NOT a virgin and that I had 3 sex partners. I figured if he still liked me we were meant to be. The truth is, I lost my virginity to this guy. Well, 5 months later I tell him the truth, slowly, by lightening up the lie little by little. Now he knows the full truth. He has trouble believing me now, which is understanable. But I love him, and he started to love me, until I told the truth. Now he doesn't say it anymore. I always felt guilty but his love, and religion made me want to come clean. We plan on being together especially after I convert. He's mean to me and compares me to other girls. It hurts a lot, but I deserved it... Will he love me ever again? Will God forgive me? How do I pray for forgivness? No bad talk, please. I hate that crap..
2006-07-05
19:24:19
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