ok sooo Im 17, almost 18. and I was a virgin up till about 2 weeks ago. I always told myself I wouldn't have sex till I was in a relationship with a guy I loved that loved me back. well I ended up being at a party with a guy I really really care about and might even love, that would be my boyfriend if he wasn't so against being in a relationship right now. he's young and wants to sleep around, I get that. but anyway. we went to this party and got drunk and a lil high which I had also never done before, the high part at least. and we ended up havign sex, which was really painful for me consdiering I was a virgin. well it didn't go all that well. and after he was finished he got up told me to get some rest and went to watch a movie, I was kinda hurt but I ignored it, well the next day we were dstill at this place and we did it again and the same thing happened. now whenever we talk things are weird, what do yu think I should do? how do you think he feels? was what happened normal or bad?
2006-07-05
06:47:44
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