I'm hoplessly in love with my fiance, he's everthing that i want in a man and would absolutly die if i lost him, but things are changing its hard to explain but here goes, I dnt want to kiss him, its not that the thought of it makes me sick or nething i just dnt want too, and i cant stop thinking about 2 of me ex's. theres one that i see around alot, we never speak but wen i do see him my stomache flips ova an ove again and i get all excited(not in a rude sense) and the other one, we wpeak occasionally but his ex doesnt allow it, but wen im out and see someone he knws i search the place for him hoping i can catch him alone or steal a glance.
IF I'm alone i can sit for hours thinkin about them, especially the first, why am i doing this to the man i love?? we've been together for 2 yrs, engaged a year, getting married in 1, why oh why!
2006-09-09
10:28:51
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GeorgieP
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