Before my husband & I got married we were boyfriend & girlfriend for 6 years, we just got married in July. When I met him He had a lot of emotional & drug problems & was abused by his mother when he was a kid),he has little by little worked through these problems. I have been there for him through his situations and he has been there for me (ex: I was hospitalized for almost a year with a rare disease, he would sleep on the hospital floor to watch over me.) but many times with this drug issue I've caught him lying to me about where he's been or what he was doing. I know it's mostly shame and feeling that he has failed himself and me. But now I am married in a new apartment, not living at home with my parents & am finding myself at 5 am sitting alone here waiting for him to come home, knowing that he called me @ 7pm to tell me that he was an hour away I have this deep feeling of sadness, He is wonderful & we deeply love each other, he says the drug anxiety takes over him? what to do?
2006-08-12
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Marriage & Divorce