im so sad, i have friends, but i dont know no one seems to know and care of who i really am
i have been called weird and all of those things because i tend to break the rules like i did not take up nursing eventhough it would pay me a lot of money, i took philosophy because i wanted to learn about life, i have no boyfriend at all because i dont want to make myself sexy or beautiful or glamorous i want to be plain and be appreciated for who i am exactly, i cant talk to someone and really feel that they are concerned for me, not even my siblings, they dont practically listen to me they are pre occupied with their own lives, i have always wanted to be unique but being unique is really very hard, i listen to reggae and my friends listen to pop, i read tons of books and all they want to do is go to the mall, i dont know if i can relate to anybody, i feel alone, not needed, and no one in this world specifically sees me as someone that makes their life complete,
should i kill myself?
2006-12-04
15:37:40
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32 answers
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asked by
haringmarumo
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