My mother was distant, but she always told me how worthy/talented, etc. I was, so I can't fathom it's my upbringing. I've just always felt there was a primordial, "mark of darkness" on me- on my soul. Here are some examples- what do you think?
For instance, as a 6 yr old child, I wondered why it was that I was allowed to stand & sing with "the good children" & why I wasn't burning a hole into the floor right then & there..
As an adult, I'm attending classes to learn about my boyfriend's religion, catholicism & he asked me if I have to take tests.. I said no, but that "when it comes time to baptize me- if the holy water doesn't cause me to melt into a puddle on the floor, I guess that means I've passed.." (he didn't find the humor there!).
2006-09-28
04:34:00
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Realmstarr
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