Use to blame my parents for not being there, but that seems to not be the answer in full.
I have passions, goals in my head, why do I never fufill them?
People around me at work have completed their education, are where they want to be. I seem to want it but not able to handle the consistency/emotional strength for it.
For ex, when things get hectic- my kids, my life, my work, I seem to get really depressed and edgy. Close to a breakdown.
Other's sigh and say, "One of those days".
I'm smart, witty, wise, intuitive, creative, rational, different.
I'm not exactly a dumb and weak female. Although, am I weak? Or what is it about me that doesn't get to where I want and need to go?
I recognize this problem and I'm not ashmed of it. I want answers and I want to grow.
FYI, I'm 26, two kids, fiance, grew up in a Muslim family but do not practice, Major culture clash as a teen in my home, I'm spiritual by heart but not practicing as I should!, and honestly, I don't feel as happy as others. Help!
2006-06-28
03:22:30
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fiestygirl
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