I've met this great guy.He's God actually.In the start it was so great- full of love, inspired me for the bright future coming by being wtih Him, promising me rewards, giving me meaning in life.
But I found out about His extremely violent history. He tells me He loves me, but added if I ever leave him he's going to torture me so badly and he'll never let it stop. Some say I'll just disappear one day,but that's still not love! He's gonna do it to most of the world too. It's so terrifying. His older brother-Judaism-doesn't care who's with Him or not, so long as you're nice he'll let everyone in his happy home.
Doesn't He realise I'd love to stay with Him if he just didn't threaten to kill and abandon me for eternity?I don't even plan on leaving Him- i'm too terrified given all the dead who face the torture- but it's hard to respect Him for threatening me.
Do I stay with Him to prevent the future abuse he'll give me? I guess I have no choice. But how to I love someone like that?
2007-12-17
18:27:22
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