I lost a very close family member last year in a motorbike crash & since then I just haven't been able to get myself back up again.
Everything seemed to be looking up for me this time last year. Now all I have is this deep down sadness that just won't go away. I try really hard to be happy, but it's just not happening. I'm also now 52 (this year) & think I'm maybe coming up to the menopause. The only symptoms I've had is that my period isn't regular.....like 3 times in the past 10 months.
Some days - no! most days, I feel I just can't be bothered with anything, I don't want to do any housework, whereas before I normally got it done, I don't want to be bothered with anyone, some days I don't even want to see my grandchildren. I love them, but it all just seems like too much to cope with. I feel as though I could just go out on my bike & keep cycling & just not come back.
My husband is so good to me & tries so hard to make me cheer up. I cry a lot when I always used to be laughing.
2007-07-10
23:35:21
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