I recently reunited with my childhood sweetheart and as euphoric as the fairytale itself may seem, here is my problem. While I try hard not to jump to conclusions, I can't throw caution to the wind because of my beliefs. We are planning to get married in November but I've put all planning to a screeching halt. The intimacy in this relationship is so "Non-Existent". If I even entertain the thought of touching him, he moves, walks away or pushes me away. He doesn't want me to give him oral sex, when I initiate sex he says, "Just let it go", "Not right now" or "Just let it happen" but he has page after page of Porn on his laptop. An area of concern is "Tranny Porn". He plays a "Homosexual" role to be comical around friends and family but I see the sneers people give each other or me as though he does it "Too Well". He openly says he "Loves Fags" because they are cool. Not that I have a problem with people's choices but respect mine. I love him but I can't be with a Down Low Bro
2007-07-04
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