As much as I hate to admit it, Im slipping into my 2nd divorce. Right now I'm so emotionally drained from "trying", that I just feel hollow & cynical. How did we get here? I spent so much time alone self-analyzing myself after my 1st divorce. Ive tried so hard to not make the same mistakes. I'm not perfect, I know that. But I'm home every night, I try to always say, "I love you" & "good morning" & "good night". Im not abusive, I comprimise. I always have my wife's & step daughter's best intrests at heart in all my decisions. But each day it gets worse, we are more like roomates than lovers. We don't talk because I know she doesnt believe anything I say, her every complaint with "us", I try to rectify, but then it comes across as being "forced" to her. Right now I honestly feel Im not cut out for marriage, because I end up putting myself last & get nothing for it & I resent that. Im 35 & Im at a loss. Besides churches is there any free or low cost counseling? Its my last resort.
2007-06-23
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